February 8th, 2009
Posted by pambura at 01:19 PM | Add a Comment
Nah, it's not a hiatus. I'm so over those.
I've abandoned my Multiply, if yer wondering. I might get back to it after everything's done. Y'know. High school & all. I guess when summer's almost up. Everything's too dramatic right now. & see, drama's just plain overrated na. Ayoko na ng ganito. :]
Dear God,
Please grant me the patience and understanding to accept the things I cannot understand. Please give me the strength to put up with everything. Please help me to remember that You're always here for me & that they're always here too. I know they are. & though I may not understand why that happened or why she had to do that, I know that you'll help me try. Because as much as I wanna be okay with everything that went on.. somehow in my heart I know I'm still not. So please, God, help me to be that person. The one that understands, and is always there despite everything.. because I don't know how to be that person anymore. Not when I know that I won't get the same treatment back. It's too hard. It's too hard to need them and know that they don't need you back. Someday God, I'll understand. Because I know you have a plan for me & that you're only doin` this because you love me. I love you, back. You know that, right?
Always, Anne ♥
